How Many Times

How many times
can I tell myself
to stop living life
with my heart?
Every time it's a mistake.
Mistake after mistake.
Time and time again.

I swear that
this time
everything will be different.
I promised
and failed you every single time.
Disproving
my theory on how I should live.
Here it comes again,
the wave that takes me down
and holds me there.

How many times
can I tell myself
to stop living life
with my heart?
Every time it's a mistake.
Mistake after mistake.
Time and time again.

You told me
you wanted to experience
the freedom
of being so irrational.
And I tried
to explain everything I could.
Here it comes again,
talking myself in circles,
not making sense.

How many times
can I tell myself
to stop living life
with my heart?
Every time it's a mistake.
Mistake after mistake.
Time and time again.

Confusing
I told you from the start
Accusing
that you would break my heart
time and time again

How many times
can I tell myself
to stop living life
with my heart?
Every time it's a mistake.
Mistake after mistake.
Time and time again.

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