How I Feel

I don't know how to be more honest
than looking in your eyes
and think of how I feel
about what I see inside
I don't know where to run
but I'm trying not to hide
I'm keeping it together
but just falling apart
and even though I have so much
my tears are all I've got
and how I feel so cold deep down
but eyes are burning hot
It seems it's come full circle
it happens every time
so quick between emotions
heartache from sublime
And from the bottom of this pit
I'm trying hard to climb
You've always been beside me
to save me from myself
and though I never asked for it
you always gave me help
one way or another
and grateful's how I felt
I'm sad to see this on the edge
while so much is at stake
our memories, my fantasies
they're all about to break
Sorry, if I seem desperate
but at least I am not fake
So know that when you look at me
that everything is real
My eyes, my heart, my soul, all parts
and especially
how I feel.